Pushing away

Every day,
I try
Try in so many ways
To prove you wrong
To make you open your eyes
You keep having your eyes closed
You keep pushing me away
It hurts
But I don’t give up
Cos I think you are worth it
Cos I empathise with you
But I am human too
I have emotions too
No matter how hard
I try to be in your shoes
Still it hurts
It makes me frustrated
And I can see
That now
I have gradually started
To push myself away from you
Cos Im worthy too
And don’t want to feel and look
Like a fool
Cos that’s best
Before its too late